Nihilithik

I've realized that I'm keeping this old LJ up, truly out of spite and Laziness. For that one must beg your forgiveness of this worthless One. He is going through a time right now, and while He has devoted his every breath to improvement, both artistic, real world, and involvement with the things He Loves, that Love Him back. Still His poor sad soul, continues to march forward, boots on, and cigarette in Hand, ever closer to Ascension. He would like very much to hear from anyone whom would do Him the kindness of artistic creative, CONSTRUCTIVE, criticisms. However, if you would just like to talk to Him, ask Him questions, or even request a fr

there is this, but sadly a forum i am soon to abandon. http://nihilithik.wordpress.com/ no idea what outlet to let my words fall forth. Everything is fine. Everything is not well. I am not well. I will be better, of this i am sure. My anger always gets the best of me, and in the end i am the one who ends up suffering. There isn't enough pity in the world, but save it. All of my consequences I have rendered. All is fine. Nothing is O.K. N0th|ng is great! welcome back!!

Sadly i have been dealing with some of the most horrible things life can throw at a person, all at one time. the loss of a lover, the loss of many a friend, the loss of sobriety, and the loss of sanity. if it wasn't for the compassion of the small amount of friends i didn't lose in the "divorce", i think i might have be gone. However, dear reader. Not yet. NOT YET.